Do you ever cry?

Do you ever cry?

It is such a rare occurrence for me, but today I did when I was exercising in my garage gym. I think I know why I did, but often understanding my emotions can be a bit confusing for me.

I think many things got on top of me in this instance (both positive and negative feelings) that it came out in this way. It’s quite an intense thing really.

I just wondered what everyone’s experiences with this was as I know everyone is different. 

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  • i find it hard to do so.
    i was feeling pretty depressed and felt i needed to cry to let it out a few weeks back but i found i couldnt cry no matter how bad i felt so it was hard to relieve that feeling.

  • update on this... finally cry lol alot. like a pent up burst balloon.

    and all because my supervisor is seemingly finally getting what he wants as he suspended me from work and is again trying to get me fired. hes been trying to fire me for the past 1 and a half years but now im sent home suspended until investigation ends. i guess i have been depressed by these attacks by my supervisor against me for the past year and that has made me depressed to the point of inability to cry, but the suspension and being sent home and feeling like im fired perhaps is a release. maybe its good to be fired from that place then. fucking aweful place to work for. managers and supervisors all related to one another and they make it really hard if they want you gone. and they only wanted me gone as i leave after my 8 hours each day, i used to do overtime for them but they was really ungreatful and abusive and youd do 16 hours a day and theyd shout in your face and tell you to do a 17th and say you cant leave or they will fire you. i complained against that a year and a half ago and tried to force change the company, but hes been attacking me all the time and making life hell while holding me back and promoting juniors above me. constantly nit picking trying to find anything to throw at me and get me fired, even ridiculously claimed i was discriminating against him! 

    anyways being suspended and at home seems to have released the tear ducts from whatever was preventing a release.

  • was such a aweful day yesterday too, constantly attacked none stop before the suspension. by multiple people as i said all in the office are all related to one another so when they go in they all come at you.

    manager tried to change my times to be through midnight and i rejected it and he said give me a reason not to in a bullying intimidation attempt way and had this other supervisors brute bully brother as his back up.

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  • was such a aweful day yesterday too, constantly attacked none stop before the suspension. by multiple people as i said all in the office are all related to one another so when they go in they all come at you.

    manager tried to change my times to be through midnight and i rejected it and he said give me a reason not to in a bullying intimidation attempt way and had this other supervisors brute bully brother as his back up.

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