Just venting - ignore me!

Was I better off when i didn't know I was autistic, when I just felt I was so broken that I couldn't interact with people, so much so that I gave up socializing and was dead inside?

I now have to live the heartbreak that I will never be able to read people, never see an expression of love toward me .... and so much more ...  

...  a rough few days ...

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  • Touay,

    It is good to vent.  I know what rough days feel like - when they are strung together.  So the following is not aimed at trying to make you feel instant happiness / snap out of where you are..........but it will hopefully keep you positivity well gently topped up....

    Never being able to read people accurately or consistently DOESN'T mean you can never read people.  You can - the key is working out when you can and when you can't !

    You will get to see an expression of love toward you.....but you might need to look harder to notice it.

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  • Touay,

    It is good to vent.  I know what rough days feel like - when they are strung together.  So the following is not aimed at trying to make you feel instant happiness / snap out of where you are..........but it will hopefully keep you positivity well gently topped up....

    Never being able to read people accurately or consistently DOESN'T mean you can never read people.  You can - the key is working out when you can and when you can't !

    You will get to see an expression of love toward you.....but you might need to look harder to notice it.

    Number

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