Published on 12, July, 2020
Im wondering because i feel like fighting to move all the time. Like im a prisoner in my own body. I only get so mucj done in a day and overall im feeling very sub human
You sound like you are in burn out. Exactly, how I felt.
The executive function will come back when the burn out abates.
Dont do near enough for it to be burn out..more like the flame isnt lit. Im sorry for asking so much i just feel like the scummiest guy on the planet right now and my life is in freefall
I did so little and what i do still seems so. I feel like a fucking aweful dad cause im in this state alot. How on earth do i cope knowing i do little compared to wife...its seriously got me suicidal and i dont know if i had easy life or im hitting autism head on
Ive always done very little. The more i come to do the more im breaking down. It feels like ive dodged life and dont know how to cope doing more....feels like facing a lie and that im not up to basic life.
Those around should be told it's paramount not to push you, taking it slow is a must, and it would be nice if they helped you more with blocking outsiders and everyday things
But that's it burn out can almost have you in a state of paralysis. You are not the 'scummiest guy's, you're just autistic and handling too much. You've been doing too good a job a while - and now you can't and a break.
Who have you got around you? Any one there to take the load to stop the free fall while you recover?