Published on 12, July, 2020
Hi
It's been a long time since I could easily cry, life got harder and really messed up, and I've been through allot. So many things that hurt so much I wish I could cry and I can't even. I don't really know what to do and I feel like I'm going to just snap one day. My mental health is pretty poor but I still do whatever I can to survive and try to succeed. Nomatter what, something big or fucked up happens that sets me back. Id visit a hospital but can't afford to miss work, I really need help and it feels like I'll never get it. This isn't a cry for help I just really badly need to let this out. I'm getting sick of constant suffering
Been through that one. I'm not sure whether my hormones as I hit menopause or a trauma I went through at the same time caused it, or maybe a bit of both.
The only answer I found was time. I hit burn out and now my positive emotions are drifting back, slowly.
It's horrible. But this will pass.
When I hit puberty I had much the same.
As a child I cried a lot. Childhood was hard but then my teens came and I haven't cried since.
I feel like I want to a cry nearly every day but I can never make it happen.
It's an overwhelming feeling and at times really hard to deal with.
Are things better for you now Dawn? Sends hugs.
Aw bless you, that must have been a lot to have to deal with. Hope you're feeling a bit better now dawn.
Em x