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 Too frightened to sleep

I was there, after my Mum died. That was the worst I ever felt.

We know the pain; we have our own War Stories.

I've been left in my own and I can't cope anymore I wish I would die it's horrendous

Luftmentsch is right. Nothing lasts forever. This too will pass. But you are NOT alone. Keep moving. Just keep moving.

I'm so sorry to hear this.  I agree with the other comments here.  You will get through this.  I know it seems unbearable now, but it can get better -- I've been somewhere close to where you are now, but things have changed.  I agree that you need to find something to distract yourself for now.  We won't give up on you.

My father died no family left

My father died no family left

Luftmentsch is right. Nothing lasts forever. This too will pass. But you are NOT alone. Keep moving. Just keep moving.

I'm so sorry to hear this.  I agree with the other comments here.  You will get through this.  I know it seems unbearable now, but it can get better -- I've been somewhere close to where you are now, but things have changed.  I agree that you need to find something to distract yourself for now.  We won't give up on you.