Published on 12, July, 2020
I have just joined the community; I am 52 so very late to the party. I am not officially diagnosed but after seeing a counsellor recently for anxiety and chronic lifelong social anxiety I have come to realise that it is a distinct possibility I am on the spectrum.
I have spent my whole life hiding my anxiety and trying to function normally whilst always feeling different somehow but never able to figure out why. I hope that here I might be able to finally feel like I belong and rediscover my true self (I have been 'faking it' so long I am not sure I know who that is). From what I have read on here so far everyone seems very friendly and welcoming.
I work as a veterinary nurse, and have a lifelong love of animals, nature, and history. Another of my passions is Scotland - really everything about it! I also spend a lot of time reading.
Just worked out the name change thing - seems a bit more friendly than having just a number
Being a number can be comforting to some here as its anonymous, and you don't have to stress over coming up with a name - you can just focus on saying what you want to say. The numbers are too similar though so a name helps with familiarity, and getting to know people here.