Thanks for everyone's replies. I don't have the energy to reply to each of you. It's interesting to hear others experiences. Being autistic is currently not providing me with anything positive. It's debilitating. Everyday is difficult. It would be nice to just be able to cope with everyday things and cope with the constant noise, not be continuously misunderstood. Communication is just far too much for me. A lot of it is out of my control so I can't even do anything about it. Sometimes it doesn't seem worth it.
