Thanks for everyone's replies. I don't have the energy to reply to each of you. It's interesting to hear others experiences. Being autistic is currently not providing me with anything positive. It's debilitating. Everyday is difficult. It would be nice to just be able to cope with everyday things and cope with the constant noise, not be continuously misunderstood. Communication is just far too much for me. A lot of it is out of my control so I can't even do anything about it. Sometimes it doesn't seem worth it.
It sounds like maybe you're trying to do things that are perhaps not compatible with your brain. I absolutely understand the build up of things that makes it feel constantly miserable. I'm wondering what it is you do - education, work etc? And what support you get? It sounds like you could do with a change or more support.
It sounds like maybe you're trying to do things that are perhaps not compatible with your brain. I absolutely understand the build up of things that makes it feel constantly miserable. I'm wondering what it is you do - education, work etc? And what support you get? It sounds like you could do with a change or more support.
I'm too old for education. I don't work. I can't commit to anything. Getting the right support is so difficult, sometimes no help is better then the wrong help. I definitely need to change my environment. Thanks for your reply.
