Is this an autism thing or not?

Perhaps you learn quicker by doing the task yourself rather than someone show you. I’d much rather learn through error and train my brain the way I know it works best than have someone else show me how they want me to absorb the information. You just have to do what works best for you. 

None of it makes any sense to me whether written, shown or explained or a mix of all three. I'd love to be able to play something, but music just isn't my thing.

I still don't know the difference between a beat, a rhythum, a melody or whatever and the timing, how does one work that out? I know some kindly tried to explain it to me in a previous thread but I'm still none the wiser.

Beat is how fasr the notes keep coming rhythm is the backing tune that you layer Melodie’s over 

No it’s easier to know when you play to be honest 

Many famous musicans Dont even read sheet music 

No it’s easier to know when you play to be honest 

Many famous musicans Dont even read sheet music