Yes, you keep telling us this but unfortunately there isn't much we can do about it if the replies you've had so far haven't made you feel any better about yourself. Maybe you could think about what you could change to increase your self esteem?
Probably - that's the result of this long dry spell, seeing no signs of interest from women and having grown up struggling to fit in and being one of the easiest kids to make fun of
Your negativity is possibly a major problem. You may be putting women off by giving off a very negative impression. People in general do not like interacting with someone who has a depressive or alienating effect on them.
You can work on facial expression and body language intellectually, to gain the abilities in interacting with other people that allistic people have instinctively. I know, because I did this. Working out how non-verbal communication functions is possible. It is especially useful for recognising the subtle signs that a woman finds you attractive. I didn't have a meaningful romantic relationship before I was thirty, but was married at thirty five. Sometimes effort pays off.
You can work on facial expression and body language intellectually, to gain the abilities in interacting with other people that allistic people have instinctively. I know, because I did this. Working out how non-verbal communication functions is possible. It is especially useful for recognising the subtle signs that a woman finds you attractive. I didn't have a meaningful romantic relationship before I was thirty, but was married at thirty five. Sometimes effort pays off.
Probably - that's the result of this long dry spell, seeing no signs of interest from women and having grown up struggling to fit in and being one of the easiest kids to make fun of
Your negativity is possibly a major problem. You may be putting women off by giving off a very negative impression. People in general do not like interacting with someone who has a depressive or alienating effect on them.
