Yes, you keep telling us this but unfortunately there isn't much we can do about it if the replies you've had so far haven't made you feel any better about yourself. Maybe you could think about what you could change to increase your self esteem?
Probably - that's the result of this long dry spell, seeing no signs of interest from women and having grown up struggling to fit in and being one of the easiest kids to make fun of
Probably - that's the result of this long dry spell, seeing no signs of interest from women and having grown up struggling to fit in and being one of the easiest kids to make fun of