Harder and harder

Life is just harder and harder

I am level 2-3 they say between, AAC user no good understand instructions if not visual support used and have problems with mostly anything
It is hard and no support is hard too
I am often in hospital 2-3 times each week mostly and at least 1 time each week

Then I have very hard understand and process the information they give me and I am asked to reply at once but I do not know what I reply to Disappointed

Its very hard when go shopping since cannot read much text

I look for same colored packaging and same shape as I am used to otherwise not working

Have a lot medication for asthma, severe kidney problems, leukemia, glaucoma and this is so hard to manage and also 17q12 deletion syndrome

Now I do have a weekly planner and reminder for medicine but life in general is hard

Making food is extremely hard

But I love my Lego and play with things and fix computer problem and do wood things and love my garden but that it

Winter when its dark 18 hours each day even harder cannot be outdoor cannot do much just wait for the short summer

Why must life be so hard?