I would like your opinion please

Hi,

I've finally got to the point where I don't want to mask anymore -  I'm 54 years old. I discovered that I was Autistic just under a year ago. 

I'm so TIRED of having to listen to gossip and people's problems. Of feeling like I have to make conversation, when I don't want to (just to be polite). For having to make eye contact when I don't want to. From feeling so anxious around people. 

I've been looking at hoodies with slogans on today, to try and get my message across. I don't want to appear too rude. 

How about 

a) low social battery                                                         b) nope not today                                                               c) not socially awkward, but would rather be at home with my Guinea pig  (sarcasm)                                           d) one stating I'm autistic 

Or something else. Any ideas ?