Published on 12, July, 2020
When people talk about emotions, I express my opinion logically, but they respond by saying I'm an exception, that I'm different. I’ve realized that while everyone seems to have something to live for, I don’t. My mother only urges me to work, but I don’t have the money to enjoy life. I wake up just to work, and sleep only to wake up for work again. I don’t love anyone; I feel completely empty..
How can i fix it?
Knowing that you're not alone, my friend. It's not much advise - well, not any advise - but I feel your pain. You are different and that is beautiful. Take the time to appreciate how much potential you have, even if, indeed especially if, you can't see it at the moment. Tomorrow is a new day. x
Andrew
You have minions
Indeed. They represent the friends that I was hoping to make on my course but who I am currently not allowed to even contact while I await an 'occupational health' report. Thus how autistics are treated as different, marginalised and excluded from doing the things that are often hardest, like trying to socialise.