Scared, lonely and depressed

They give me one hour a week at the moment with a social worker, this is years after it was identified I needed at least 14 hours a week one-to-one support and after I was determined eligible to be put in supported accommodation for mentally ill people where staff were there 9-5 on weekdays. I don't want to burden people here with my problems but I don't know where to go. I feel the NHS and social services mostly don't listen to me and talk at me. I am struggling to cope with my father's dementia and my half-sister has cancer and my mum believes she will die soon, and my mother is stressed about my father, me and my sister, the whole thing is a mess. I'm in love with a woman who worked at the supported accommodation I lived in and she won't speak to me and that is the only reason I see to carry on living because I've loved her over a year and it doesn't matter how many times people disagree with my perspective, I do not fall in love with women who are not professionals. I believe it is my soul's purpose. From the social care assessment:

****** is constantly misinterpreting non verbal communication this leads him to
think everyone dislikes him. Because ******'s expression doesn't change most people he
speaks with including professionals don't pick up on the extent of ******'s struggles which
causes ***** to revert into himself more and more and to become increasingly paranoid
about whoever he's speaking to, believing that they hate him. This paranoia usually persists after the conversation.

They give me one hour a week at the moment with a social worker, this is years after it was identified I needed at least 14 hours a week one-to-one support and after I was determined eligible to be put in supported accommodation for mentally ill people where staff were there 9-5 on weekdays. I don't want to burden people here with my problems but I don't know where to go. I feel the NHS and social services mostly don't listen to me and talk at me. I am struggling to cope with my father's dementia and my half-sister has cancer and my mum believes she will die soon, and my mother is stressed about my father, me and my sister, the whole thing is a mess. I'm in love with a woman who worked at the supported accommodation I lived in and she won't speak to me and that is the only reason I see to carry on living because I've loved her over a year and it doesn't matter how many times people disagree with my perspective, I do not fall in love with women who are not professionals. I believe it is my soul's purpose. From the social care assessment:

****** is constantly misinterpreting non verbal communication this leads him to
think everyone dislikes him. Because ******'s expression doesn't change most people he
speaks with including professionals don't pick up on the extent of ******'s struggles which
causes ***** to revert into himself more and more and to become increasingly paranoid
about whoever he's speaking to, believing that they hate him. This paranoia usually persists after the conversation.

I also believe most people don't like me and make fun of me behind my back. I have also been labeled as paranoid and find myself isolating myself :(