Published on 12, July, 2020
I'm 36 years old and have no friends, I do not see the point in this life. All I see around me are hypocrites and vile demons who have no souls. I was beaten up by two drug dealers recently for flirting with their "girls" who they control; i. e. they are pimps as well. People in this world are vile, in many instances. I am extremely isolated and people refuse to allow me to use their charity services or whatever else because I drink heavily even though I meditate for 6 hours a day and admire Gandhi, Buddha and all the Hindu Gods as well as the Abrahamic God too. I go in pubs sometimes and pull out a paperback book and read it. I am a civilised and decent man. It seems to me all life is, is pain.
Perfaps become a friend of Bill W. this may change your perspective.
Is that the guy who famously gave up booze, only to adopt a notable habit in acid?!
Like I say, I am not an evangelical.....I am "an" autistic...I see all angles....not just angels and demons!
PS.....I also have a strong propensity to support "whatever works"....so have no objection (in principle) to Bill W. ......it's just very normie?!
not really, dear #, its has steps and rules and protocol and an orderly way of structuring ones recovery. It's got all sorts.