Wish I died as a child

I often go into these spirals of thought and it's true, nobody seems to care but that's probably because they are sitting feeling sorry for themselves too. It's a catch 22. We need to start caring aut our selves, looking for other people to look after us is a victims way. I am personally fed up with feeling the victim...I'm me and I will look after me. Be you and be proud! Wallow as much as you need, cry as much as you need but then realise you are in control of yourself ....make yourself happy. Seek the things you like in life. ....don't worry I am trying to take my own advice too. 

I'm just scared

Of course you are, fear disables us, makes us child like,believe me I understand however we can't look for a super hero to save us. 

• When we lose the crutches in our lives we break down but we need to grow and start being the crutches now. Big pants on...small goals, taking each day as it comes, crying and being an emotional mess too ...its all allowed and it doesn't make you or I a lesser person. Growing pains.

Of course you are, fear disables us, makes us child like,believe me I understand however we can't look for a super hero to save us. 

• When we lose the crutches in our lives we break down but we need to grow and start being the crutches now. Big pants on...small goals, taking each day as it comes, crying and being an emotional mess too ...its all allowed and it doesn't make you or I a lesser person. Growing pains.