Justice suicide or what else?

I have written here many times about the logic of my suicidal ideation.

the media have deliberately misrepresented the facts to make me look a terrible person. The police have convicted me for asking for help .
They tried to imprison me for 20;years with a scam website detail.

distraction advice has been the medical approach with nothing to support my campaigns against the police. Some on here also seem to write humiliating comments.

I have tried learning music, reading, exercise etc but my brain is always thinking about injustice and suicide.

done Samaritans training , mindfullness certificates, psychological actions ( but arrested for these)

injustice is a major cause of suicide I believe and police and autistic people are major victims 

feel I’m at the end of choices

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  • Hi Dave

    From your writings, I've never once seen a logical path for your suicide.      You're luckier than most, you have resources and stability around you - and you are the only one who cares about your cockup from many years ago.    You are not penniless or destitute - you have a home and family.   

    You're a clever guy - so you have options.

    Your suicide would be the most illogical one ever - in my opinion.

    I can understand your depression - to a point - but you have so many viable options in front of you that I'm still not getting why you are trying so hard to put  "I told you so" on your gravestone.

    Do you *really* want to die or do you just want sympathy and attention?

    Are you really just embarrassed by your loss of good standing?

    Does that *really* qualify for something as permanent as suicide?

  • We talk a different language. Our logic is different. Why do some choose a walk and others to eat. Suicidal,ideation and questioning our reasons for living and the police reasons for their actions?  The USA case ... will it be murder, 

    1. I know what I saw and what I did. I think the police prosecuted me to frighten others and to try and make money from me. They didn’t care the fact they nearly killed me in doing so
    2. i cant seem to let go and it is destroying me an d my family 
  • questioning our reasons for living and the police reasons for their actions?

    You chose to tangle with the big boys so an example was made of you to teach everyone else a lesson - a very obvious outcome.     The magnitude of the repercussions has to be great enough to frighten people - I assume you've read "The Art Of War".

    The intention is for you to learn your lesson well - but you are still welcome to play the game.  You can still invest or play on the stock market - it's a gentleman's game.      If you were a gangster, you might have lost a few fingers to teach you a lesson.

    The lesson is take it on the chin, straighten up and fly right - and don't transgress again.

    You don't seem to understand that.     You're still grubbing around in the "It's so unfair" mindset.      

  • Ah I take it the courts, lawyers and your debtors are coming for their pound of flesh? Actually here the law may serve you better. The courts know there is no point trying to get blood out of a stone (finically) and if debt collectors are going to the point of harassing you or worsening your mental health with their persistence you may have a good legal argument for them to back off and give you time to get your finances together as form of a reasonable adjustment. #notlegaladvice 

    Maybe speak to a debt counciling charity or the like? see what they can advise.

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  • Ah I take it the courts, lawyers and your debtors are coming for their pound of flesh? Actually here the law may serve you better. The courts know there is no point trying to get blood out of a stone (finically) and if debt collectors are going to the point of harassing you or worsening your mental health with their persistence you may have a good legal argument for them to back off and give you time to get your finances together as form of a reasonable adjustment. #notlegaladvice 

    Maybe speak to a debt counciling charity or the like? see what they can advise.

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