Justice suicide or what else?

I have written here many times about the logic of my suicidal ideation.

the media have deliberately misrepresented the facts to make me look a terrible person. The police have convicted me for asking for help .
They tried to imprison me for 20;years with a scam website detail.

distraction advice has been the medical approach with nothing to support my campaigns against the police. Some on here also seem to write humiliating comments.

I have tried learning music, reading, exercise etc but my brain is always thinking about injustice and suicide.

done Samaritans training , mindfullness certificates, psychological actions ( but arrested for these)

injustice is a major cause of suicide I believe and police and autistic people are major victims 

feel I’m at the end of choices

Parents
  • Hi Dave

    From your writings, I've never once seen a logical path for your suicide.      You're luckier than most, you have resources and stability around you - and you are the only one who cares about your cockup from many years ago.    You are not penniless or destitute - you have a home and family.   

    You're a clever guy - so you have options.

    Your suicide would be the most illogical one ever - in my opinion.

    I can understand your depression - to a point - but you have so many viable options in front of you that I'm still not getting why you are trying so hard to put  "I told you so" on your gravestone.

    Do you *really* want to die or do you just want sympathy and attention?

    Are you really just embarrassed by your loss of good standing?

    Does that *really* qualify for something as permanent as suicide?

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  • Hi Dave

    From your writings, I've never once seen a logical path for your suicide.      You're luckier than most, you have resources and stability around you - and you are the only one who cares about your cockup from many years ago.    You are not penniless or destitute - you have a home and family.   

    You're a clever guy - so you have options.

    Your suicide would be the most illogical one ever - in my opinion.

    I can understand your depression - to a point - but you have so many viable options in front of you that I'm still not getting why you are trying so hard to put  "I told you so" on your gravestone.

    Do you *really* want to die or do you just want sympathy and attention?

    Are you really just embarrassed by your loss of good standing?

    Does that *really* qualify for something as permanent as suicide?

Children
  • We talk a different language. Our logic is different. Why do some choose a walk and others to eat. Suicidal,ideation and questioning our reasons for living and the police reasons for their actions?  The USA case ... will it be murder, 

    1. I know what I saw and what I did. I think the police prosecuted me to frighten others and to try and make money from me. They didn’t care the fact they nearly killed me in doing so
    2. i cant seem to let go and it is destroying me an d my family