The NHS and GPs are evil. They have treated me like crap consistently. I told them I was suicidal and they did nothing. They don't care. They're evil. I want to die right now. None of you here care, whatever pretences you make, I know that is true.
The NHS and GPs are evil. They have treated me like crap consistently. I told them I was suicidal and they did nothing. They don't care. They're evil. I want to die right now. None of you here care, whatever pretences you make, I know that is true.
It depends on who you go to, if a doctor t does not seem to care, try another one, That is the best you can do, unfortunately there are superficial lovers. They appear to love on the outside, but are very evil. Do not think about killing yourself, you have power to change your life and make it better and more suitable for yourself. Good luck in life.
Plenty of people do commit suicide. Sometimes it is good to assume no one cares, in order to make independent progress. Indeed it seems that few do care about us socially awkward people, namely due to the relational factors involved with empathy. But occasionally someone cares and it is a nice surprise :-)
I care about you. Please, take a deep breath and stay with me. Ready my words, reply, talk to me, i'm here, i come to this place to be read and to read your words, it's not much but it's something. Take one day at a time and tomorrow will be another brand new day. Kisses
From that list I've only seen cinderella and the nightmare before Christmas. I'll look into serendipity thank you. Im trying to keep my mind busy. I usually read rather than watch TV but my minds wandering alot so a film might help
Thanks for caring mouse2. I watched 4 films today and went for a walk. Also had two nice home cooked meals. I'm bored and lonely though. When I went out walking I kept feeling got at by people. Some good news - a GP rang me and she was sympathetic and understanding, and is trying to help me with that moving in with someone with else where they support you thing.
Ouch! I've been where you are now, It's a horrible feeling & you can only see 1 way to make it stop...... But finding something you enjoy doing that takes up your whole concentration is another way..... Happy music you like & know all the lyrics to, Sing along & forget everything else (unless there is an immediate danger)...... You need to find ways to cope until things start going right for you, & Things will get better eventually if you don't quit trying
I've seen real EVIL people, I've been traumatized by the things they've done, Things I wouldn't talk about on here as it would upset most people.... They have nice lives, Nice homes, Nice people around them, & everything they need....... Why quit out & let the evil have this world? make something small in your life better every day, Eventually everything will feel better
People do care, and although it may feel like it at times you aren't alone. Most people don't have the experience or training to help you though. When I felt the way you do I emailed Samaritans, they try to reply within 24 hours but just having someone come back to me really helped. You can email them on jo@samaritans.org but if you are feeling really down and don't think you can wait 24 hours to speak to somebody please consider calling a helpline.
Samaritans(http://www.samaritans.org/): 116 123
CALM (https://www.thecalmzone.net/): 0800 58 58 58
Shout (https://www.giveusashout.org/) have a text message number: 85258
there are people out there who care, i have had the same thoughts many times and im glad i didn't act on them . sometimes we get in a place in our head where we think no one cares but there are people who you can reach out to
