Why? My wife buys me books I part read never finish.
We repeat discussions.
Shes intelligient switched on.
Am I being lazy, why am I not getting results.
I want to improve, I understand what I will lose.
I'm not motivated by my wife as I know i cause her to be angry, and the anger makes me not want to spend time with her.
I know I need to change, she explains how i need to change.
She's worried I'll never meet her needs, and I won't whilst I try to avoid her whlist she's angry at me.
Any thoughts welcome