A Thursday

I walked 10 miles today until my legs and feet felt they would give way, that's the only way I could stop myself from screaming in despair.

While out walking I gesticulated wildly with my arms and hands and a few people laughed at me.

No surprises there. There isn't much compassion or intelligence in this world.

I saw Mark Lawrenson the football pundit chatting to his family then getting in his car and driving off, while on my walk.

Tried to talk to a few people but predictably NTs being NTs, they didn't want to as I was a stranger and I didn't follow the oh-so-stupid rules of small talk that are unbearable to me.

Now maybe this time will pass, in this moment this all seems so important, it's hard to believe I will ever find what I'm looking for, when at this juncture I feel this low.

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