Assessments done! Answer tom

Hi 

Kind of freaking out silently on the inside, had all my assessments and will finally get the answer tomorrow, whether I  do have autism or not according to these set of specialists.

 I thought I had got to point I was okay with whatever the answer but now am not so sure. 

Really scared what if this is this not the answer to I was searching for then I have wasted time and money (went private) chasing this diagnosis and back to step one as why I struggle with life so much.

If it is the answer is yes where do I go from here knowing the challenges I have had aren't just gonna go away. reading everyone elses journeys this is just the beginning.