Life has broken my heart

People pick on me all the time and no one gets it. I can't be myself. They try to force me to be something else and even if I dressed like them, talked like them, walked like them, they'd still tear into me.

I've heard people say look for the people you can get along with but I can't find them.

Every day I go outside I feel like crying, sometimes I do get home and cry.

Parents
  • I think I will have to move to London soon. I will miss my mother, who is 70, because I am scared of how she will cope as she gets older. But she lives with my dad, a brutal bully who made my life hell for many years.

    I feel she made her choice, and I can't stay in this town much longer, I believe, since it's full of small minded, provincial bigots.

    But I tried. I went to college and tried to make something of my self and the other students messed around, disrupted the class and I learned little. And got not very far. I became tired. And I lost motivation. And such is life. 

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  • I think I will have to move to London soon. I will miss my mother, who is 70, because I am scared of how she will cope as she gets older. But she lives with my dad, a brutal bully who made my life hell for many years.

    I feel she made her choice, and I can't stay in this town much longer, I believe, since it's full of small minded, provincial bigots.

    But I tried. I went to college and tried to make something of my self and the other students messed around, disrupted the class and I learned little. And got not very far. I became tired. And I lost motivation. And such is life. 

Children
  • Why will you move to London? I moved when I was 17 (I was made homeless at this age when my parents split) I found it too much to cope with in London and was taken advantage of there more than ever. Dont do anything rash. 

    Whats your go to chill out thing, go and do that. (
    mine is listening to 1940s stories for example!) or call samaritans their really good and non judgemental