Published on 12, July, 2020
I see the world in a very dark and twisted way, I am scared! I wonder if this is derealization, because I don't understand what is real anymore.
do you mean in like a cynical untrusting, "everyone has ulterior motives", and "whats behind closed doors?" kind of way??
I was 15 years old at that time when I had that delusion, now I have symptoms of severe Unspecified Personality Disorder and Bipolar 1 Disorder.