I see the world in a very dark and twisted way, I am scared! I wonder if this is derealization, because I don't understand what is real anymore.
I see the world in a very dark and twisted way, I am scared! I wonder if this is derealization, because I don't understand what is real anymore.
do you mean in like a cynical untrusting, "everyone has ulterior motives", and "whats behind closed doors?" kind of way??
do you mean in like a cynical untrusting, "everyone has ulterior motives", and "whats behind closed doors?" kind of way??
I was 15 years old at that time when I had that delusion, now I have symptoms of severe Unspecified Personality Disorder and Bipolar 1 Disorder.
I had a delusion that corrupted military police were going after me, and there was police brutality everywhere that was too exaggerated, and that it was the end of the world as serial killers were going to kill a lot of people.