Older women on the forum? Your early years?

Thank you for sharing your profile. 

I did not have the problems of sharing a dorm as I went to a state school and was an only child so had my own room. However on the occasions when in youth activities and field trips I had to share a room I found that very difficult.

You mention discipline.  My family had a lot of expectations and there was no understanding then of being flexible with parenting unlike young autistics today. Discovering the reasons for difficulties in later years explains a lot. 

One thing I did benefit from was that my parents were interested in wildlife and gardening. These are things that have helped me a great deal.

Ah you found a focus in your household to zoom inn on! that's terrific!

yes, these days there are so many more opportunities and a deeper understanding of Autism. the young ones now will be so much less lonely and in distress.

Many thanks for your support. I  also think that you are doing well under very difficult circumstances.        As for me , I believe that I found my soulmate,and am now paying the price of true love.      

It may sound peculiar, but it is my faith that is keeping me going. I am not a preacher,for I respect everyones Opinions  and Beliefs, and.I have found a lot of people  in the Church, who are  causing a lot of  problems for the rest of us. I do not go for them , I go to praise God first, and be guided by his Teaching. I ,often get messages from him, when listening to the Biblical text,and the Sermon for that particular Sunday.       

As  I have said before, everyone to their  own . I hope that I have not gone on too much about this.                   I hope that we can be as members of the Neuro Diverse family that can support and help one another.

Many thanks for your support. I  also think that you are doing well under very difficult circumstances.        As for me , I believe that I found my soulmate,and am now paying the price of true love.      

It may sound peculiar, but it is my faith that is keeping me going. I am not a preacher,for I respect everyones Opinions  and Beliefs, and.I have found a lot of people  in the Church, who are  causing a lot of  problems for the rest of us. I do not go for them , I go to praise God first, and be guided by his Teaching. I ,often get messages from him, when listening to the Biblical text,and the Sermon for that particular Sunday.       

As  I have said before, everyone to their  own . I hope that I have not gone on too much about this.                   I hope that we can be as members of the Neuro Diverse family that can support and help one another.

You can use any name that you like - so it might be to do with your interests, or a part of the world you love, or the name of a book or film character... anything at all!  Re my 'name' - VikingMermaid - it's a combination of my ancestry and my love of wild swimming :)

Hope you find the confidence to choose some sort of handle (code name) in due course, but only when it's right for you.

a number it is then and welcome home.

Not offended at all, we all start that way! I just wanted to point out that the site requires not being identifiable in the outside world if and when you do choose to stop being a number.

I am sorry if I have offended you with using a number, instead of a name.I will change to a name when I feel more comfortable.

I hope that I have not offended you in any way,but it is just , for the moment, I feel more comfortable , using anumber , instead of a name. in time I will change to a name,when I know you all better.

You're not supposed to use your real name! 

Many thanks for your kind words,they are greatly appreciated. The reason why I prefer to use a number instead of my name,is because I do  not have the confidence to give my name. 

When I  become better acquainted, I will start using my real name.

I hope his passing was swift and painless. You will find each other again o the other side. Can I ask, why do you not use a name and use a number instead?

The true love that I am talking about, is still  with me, in my heart.  Love cannot  be destroyed, for  I believe  , through my own experience, that  my late husband`s  love is stil. with me.I cannot prove it,but I believe that Death was defeated, through the crucifixion  of Jesus, the Saviour of this  troubled world , in which we all live, I cannot prove any  of this ,but , I believe that,  someday it will all come to be proved correct..  

So, in a nutshell,what happened to true love, when my husband passed,went into my heart, where it will be , for thye rest of my life!

what happened to the true love?

In  my experience , the price of having found a person who loved  and accepted everything about me, and without being  critical . of me.   

The price of" true love", is  that now, I have been left on my own, and, that I always must remember how lucky I have been to have met my "soulmate.   Not everyone is so blessed.

We are kin. So. What is this price of "true love"?