I've been in a relationship on and off for the last month. We're no longer together but he wants us to be. I've never been in a relationship before so not entirely sure I know what I'm doing, I try my best but I am going through some personal mental health problems which have caused physical health decline as well
My ex also has a few problems going on as well, one major one is he's lost someone and he's struggling to work through it. I feel bad because with my autism and lack of connection I don't know what to say or do to help him. I can only listen but that's really not any good for him
Because of the stress for him and me I have ended our relationship before, quite a few times now but he messaged back and I trying again because he wanted me to and said we could make this work
From the stress of it all and his grief he can get a little worked up and overthink things. At times he hasn't been the nicest in his words, said I broke his heart and that I was vicious towards him which actually made me cry for a long time as I always try to be really nice to everyone
So last night I ended things again but he's messaged again since and is asking for us to give things another go
And now I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to do this but another part doesn't and I'm in two minds as to what to do for the best
My mum says I should ignore the messages and block him but I don't want to be cold and horrible
My friend says it's my decision but she thinks we would make a lovely couple
