Masking, personality and hobbies

I knew my real me was when I was alone at home... I stim and sing and dance and shout my thoughts and laugh randomly and cry when I feel like it. My partner sees the real me, but I struggle with being me in the world without people asking "are you alright", "are you okay", "what are you doing". I can't keep masking anymore though it's causing me to become more and more unwell.. so I've started having conversations with people about why I might do things or say things that seem out of the ordinary.

I created a Pinterest account and put things I liked into set folders and I've come to notice I love plain and dark clothes or brown and beige.. whereas my wardrobe is full of floral clothes.. that I found uncomfortable. So I'm now only purchasing things that my mind feels comfortable with.. also they HAVE to be comfortable now as I can't manage the energy to wear things that aren't comfortable.

I knew my real me was when I was alone at home... I stim and sing and dance and shout my thoughts and laugh randomly and cry when I feel like it. My partner sees the real me, but I struggle with being me in the world without people asking "are you alright", "are you okay", "what are you doing". I can't keep masking anymore though it's causing me to become more and more unwell.. so I've started having conversations with people about why I might do things or say things that seem out of the ordinary.

I created a Pinterest account and put things I liked into set folders and I've come to notice I love plain and dark clothes or brown and beige.. whereas my wardrobe is full of floral clothes.. that I found uncomfortable. So I'm now only purchasing things that my mind feels comfortable with.. also they HAVE to be comfortable now as I can't manage the energy to wear things that aren't comfortable.

Also I'm trying to STOP people pleasing.. and going with what feels right for me and fits in-line with my values which are comfort, safety & knowledge.