ASD child

hi everyone,

iam a parent of 2 and half years old,who was dignosed with ASD.at the moment iam confused and stressed out bcoz i dont know what to do and where to start from.my son has speech problem as well.we r going to the speech theripist but nothing seems to change.iam so stressed as i dont know what to do.

i feel like everyone blames me for not looking after him properly.sometime i feel like iam not a gud mother for him,plz someone help me.