Hi im new here and honestly im going through such a rubbish time. Ive never really had support from my family or kids dad's. I dont have many friends(actually only have 2) and even they dont make a effort.
Im stuck in the house all day, my partner works so hes out all day till gone 6pm. I dont drive so cant go for a drive, go find a quiet spot where my son will be safe and I dont have to have extreme anxiety..
me and my partners relationship is strained to we are arguing alot. probably because im feeling so rubbish and am taking it out on him.. im literally stuck in and no one visits me. I have to visit them or else i wont see anyone.
Ive rung my mum today cause i needed a chat and to vent about my friend telling me this morning to come and see her this week when all last week i asked her and she didnt bother, her kids go to there grandparents every weekend to so its not like it would be hard for her to come and see me at the weekend..
To then see shes sat with my nan, my auntie and my brother and his kids(my brother n the kids are abit differant because hes staying with my mum atm till he can afford somewhere) and soon will be my aunties boyfriend and kids all enjoying themselves and I just feel so left out and rubbish. So I didnt tell her and got of the phone pretty quick.
I already know my mum doesnt bother with me and my kids she wont help with them and says she cant deal with my son on her own and i just try to put it to the back of my mind cause shes my mum and i love her but shes just as bad.
Why does no one want to visit me? So sick of crying and feeling so lonely
