I don't know my baby anymore

We've just been told that whilst we don't have a diagnosis yet, we are in that "ball park" by the paediatrican at RSCH. 

And now I don't feel like I know my son anymore.

He's 2.5 and this week I've just felt like I can't take him out to any of the places we used to go. I don't feel like I can play with him, without bursting int to tears and as such he's happily playing on his own.

Does this pass?

Can I ask other parents of ASD toddlers if and how they integrate? We live in a small town in rural surrey so there are no specialist facilities close by. Do I just keep him at home?

I'm so sad. Sorry

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  • Hi - welcome Smile.  There a lots of posts about how parents feel about diagnosis, so do a search if you haven't already.  It's often an emotional time.   When my son was 1st diagnosed all I cd see was the autism in everything he did.  Also there was a massive lack of reliable info (he's an adult now).  What helps, imo, is learning about the condition + how it affects your child as the individual he is.  When you've built up your knowledge, you'll feel more confident + it's likely you'll feel strongly on behalf of your son + how difficult life can sometimes be for him + those like him.  Also making contact with other parents + organisations can help a lot.  Loads of info via the home pg. Also we're always here to help Smile

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  • Hi - welcome Smile.  There a lots of posts about how parents feel about diagnosis, so do a search if you haven't already.  It's often an emotional time.   When my son was 1st diagnosed all I cd see was the autism in everything he did.  Also there was a massive lack of reliable info (he's an adult now).  What helps, imo, is learning about the condition + how it affects your child as the individual he is.  When you've built up your knowledge, you'll feel more confident + it's likely you'll feel strongly on behalf of your son + how difficult life can sometimes be for him + those like him.  Also making contact with other parents + organisations can help a lot.  Loads of info via the home pg. Also we're always here to help Smile

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