I have a 4yo girl diagnosed with autism.
I just cant help but think it is my fault that she has autism. When she was a baby and had only just began to roll she accidently rolled off our bed on to a hard floor.
I feel like this is the reason she may have it as all her blood tests came back as normal.
I have never voiced this concern before as i am so ashamed. I cry about it all the time. I havent said it even to my husband.
But i worry that maybe i should talk to my childs doctor about it or voice this to a professional. I just dont know how im going to ever say it out loud. But feel like i need to for my daughters sake.
I dont really know what im asking i just hit a low point with it and know i nees help!
