Ramblings of the mis-wired....

Last night I dreamt I was the author of Lord of the Rings

When I awoke, I found that I had only been Tolkien in my sleep .....

Lucky you....I am an insomniac...but at least it is only three sleeps til christmas..

I missed being part of the rambling, it was good rambling though! x

 Does sound a bit wacky but yes never stop having fun

Also built a tandem,great fun,did try a unicycle but never mastered it(yet).

I'm so confused I'm not sure what the expectations are any more. House job family most of that's gone through the window. Not great at rules I have a tendency to rebel! But absolutely yes I can see all of you have lots to offer. 

You been at the pain killers again luv! 

I don't think I have grown up(mentally) as I have a pair of grass ski's to,brilliant laugh going down steep grassy hills,me back says no but I say,ah surely I can still do it! Also built a proper snow sledge,two man,for when it snows at work,grown men having a laugh.

Lol! Magic! 

So do you feel brace enough to be you...even in his humble ship? 

hi missy quite willing to swing by on the old chopper and give you a lift through the sky to Ellie's,maybe then onto spotties place.

I'll have what she's having please! Lol

Someone write the rule book please....or are we naive to think that there should be rules in place....surely we have something to offer? 

What an imagination! I remember those bikes! Sounds like you had fun riding it again! Nice doing daft things in the dark sometimes.. like riding bikes

I think they may actually be false expectations that we've put in place ourselves through lack of self understanding for so many years...

Those neurotypical b*****ds and their conformist ways! Lol....sigh! 

Good question. 

Evening all,looks like a fair bit of rambling been going on,good to see,nice to see new faces as well,spotty just wanted to say thanks for being here for me last nite,you are a saviour.

ellie it wasn't me knocking on your door last nite Lol,I was nursing my foot after sneaking about I stood on a leggo brick ouch.

about those two spare rooms? Nah only joking.

been messing about in the shed and garden,nothing specific apart from my Raleigh chopper bike! Been in the shed quite a few years awaiting a restoration,bit rusty but nearly complete,So orange and rust coloured,perished tyres but both hold air,rusty chain but still works, Got me thinking I better take it for a quick blast. So I did but warned the wife if I am not back soon then look up at the moon as I may be a shadowy figure like ET gliding through the nite sky.

Well it still goes ok although ape hanger handlebars take a bit of thinking, so there's this 55 old bloke riding a bike from the 1970's in the dimly lit car park,he must be some kind of nut? Not just any old nut an autistic nut,shaken not stirred.any one for two's up? One on the bars,one on the back of the Long seat and one on the little rear rack. So three volunteers.

we could glide through the sky to find autopia.landing might be a bit of a bump.

big hugs all()()()().

It's uncomfortable stopping fitting into expectations but the hope is that what comes out of it will be better for us to make our future as one person not trying to be two. If that makes sense. Yes hope you all have good a good week ahead. 

This fitting into expectations is a repeating theme...but whose expectations are they?

Another post with lots in I identify with.. confusion, mum helping me learn to drive, not liking to see injured animals..would have offered to help Ellie with the driving and I will have a spare room too the other one can't get into at the moment! Ornaments down.. really out to wash the walls think I'll have to leave that and go start on the bathroom. At least when I put things back they'll be clean. 

I just mean that I'm still fitting into expectations because I'm scared to take them apart, maybe like everyone else, but I need to. 

Brace yourself for the week ahead Ellie and everyone else. xx 

TThat is so sweet...I have two spare rooms so move yourself in..,,what do you mean that nothing will be normal again! 

I miss you Spotty..and am more vulnerable like you x any animal lost  is such a sad thing x include it a wounded tortoise x x x 

TThat is so sweet...I have two spare rooms so move yourself in..,,what do you mean that nothing will be normal again! 

I miss you Spotty..and am more vulnerable like you x any animal lost  is such a sad thing x include it a wounded tortoise x x x 

Don't know whether to shoo you back to work or just say it's ok we're still here... 

Yes! I thought that too! 

*** - you found me.....!!! lol

Well that should keep us going a while! Remember when you suggested one a day or there abouts ? 

Or we could stay here as everyone is back at work and it may go quiet... except Ellie is talking when she is supposed to be working!

unravelled rambles.....

mis-wired short circuits?

all aboard the Aspie Train?

x

Well we could start a new thread or we could move over to Lonewarriors for a couple of days first? By then we might have thought of a new title like "Unravelling rambles" Just an idea. 

Big hug back  we are good people. The world just didnt get us. x

Who knows what may lie in the middle of that ball of stuff? Probably you.take care spotty we are always here for you.

nite nite big hugs()x

I'm starting to see what me might be, that's a start I think. It is a ball of stuff to unravel. No real income and independence is another huge hobble. Happy week people. x ()

Definitely agree on new thread topic,it takes twenty minutes to get down here Lol.

Hey Ellie just been out to pump up the tyres!well with four adults it might need it?

also tied a cushion to the handle bars and same on the rear rack,

Just checked the booking for the train,all ok separate bunks,

So spotty what title?

It is what keeps me caged, lovely x 

Hey () () () back at you...new thread for the morrow....your job to launch in Spotty...musings of a tortoise, I reckon... I have many straight jackets...just have a good mask...the armour is *** though! X x 

Did I say this would last two weeks without descending into chaos?  More like two days, got to love it as the spontaneity is what makes it and breaks it at the same time.

Thanks for your company too Lone last night. Ellie, I wish you were less domestically straight jacketed, it distresses me but maybe it is what keeps you on the rails. Misfit, I just wish you could make some of your sage advice and research work for you better.

And now I'm shutting up and insecure because I can see more replies stacking up as I type. ()()()() to all.

Nite missy,you can't keep up? Not sure I can Lol. Silly is good fun.Big hug for you,() 

ellie The hope train is booked in that case.

omg it looks like it's a sleeper,better wait for the next one.all aboard.season ticket for me,not looking to return to where I came from! Looking to where we are going to. X,

Good night Missy...hope your shell is snuggly Spotty x x x () () () 

Happy to join the hope train...I even have a return ticket :/ 

Ok everyone..,I can't keep up and we've lost Spotty. I'm leaving finishing getting ready for the morning. I need to get some sleep. Don't stay up too late you two. Goodnight

oi! Steady madam,it is a strong arm,

just see your reply me about people I trust, I do have hopes and your all included, 

There is no hope for you, my friend! X