That horrible feeling

Today at work I just felt out of sorts. It seemed that colleagues were blanking me ie hugging each other hello but I got a vague "hi", when I asked how everyones weekend was no one bothered to answer but seemed to be having an animated chat amongst themselves. My supervisor seemed to make a few pointed remarks about 'a bad atmosphere' though I wasn't aware of any problems. In my mind it seemed to be directed at me.

I've had a horrible sinking feeling in my stomach, thinking I did something really wrong that no one has spoken to me about. Also I feel paranoid, as if every move I make is being watched. Am I alone? Is this an AS thing?

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  • I got in work very late today after being sent on a course that I wasn't booked for (her fault) given 3 big jobs to take care of . Then at 12.30 she tells me the case study I was given to write for Friday this week is in fact due at 2pm today! Had to work through lunch in a brain burning frenzy. I got it done by 2.03pm. She knows I can't deal with sudden changes to my schedule,especially major stuff like case studies (usually have a week to do them). She's setting me up to fail..I know she is!

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  • I got in work very late today after being sent on a course that I wasn't booked for (her fault) given 3 big jobs to take care of . Then at 12.30 she tells me the case study I was given to write for Friday this week is in fact due at 2pm today! Had to work through lunch in a brain burning frenzy. I got it done by 2.03pm. She knows I can't deal with sudden changes to my schedule,especially major stuff like case studies (usually have a week to do them). She's setting me up to fail..I know she is!

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