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My head wants to explode fed up of my life

Rach91

hello my name is Rachel I haven't been on here 4 a while because I've been doing really well in sorting my life out. But over these last few days I've gone down hill rapidly. My ex which is now my best friend has stopped speaking to me after an argument we had yesterday. I almost took an overdose then stopped myself phoned Samariton then I got home an that was it I argued with my parents then they dragged me out 4 a meal with them I maniged to eat which was good. Then when i got home I went to bed but couldn't sleep so I asked to go to a&e but I rang 111 instead and they put me on Valium my dad went to out of hours to get it and I exploded again so I drank 4 cans of cinder in under 10 mins I tried cutting myself I had my mum shouting and swearing at me then I go upstairs and she tricks me into thinking the police where coming to get me but they where never called. Then my dad comes home I drink more alcohol and I pass out drunk and they just left me lying there on the cold kitchen floor. Anyway I wake up from my bed feeling rough  and they throw me out of the house 4 the day i am now in work on a night shift I don't wanna be here and I dno what 2 do I just feel like no cares all they wanna do is put me on pills my parents want me gone it feels like no one understands my asd or my mental health and I just feel what's the point in living. 

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  • Hello Rach91,


    I’m sorry you are going through such a tough time, it’s good that you’ve let us know what’s happening/how you feel. Many people have similar thoughts when coping with so much and we hope you’re okay.

     

    If you are unable to cope with the distress or despair, it’s very important to tell someone about your feelings or thoughts of suicide. Call your GP and make an urgent appointment. Your GP can make sure you get appropriate help and support.

     

    I can see from your post that you have called the NHS 111 service and The Samaritans so you obviously have those contact details.

     

    MIND have information pages on coping with self harm or suicidal feelings based on the experiences of people who’ve been through it that you may find helpful.

     

    If you are very close to doing something to hurt yourself - call 999 now or go to your nearest A&E department. There should be someone there to support you and make sure you get ongoing support.


    I hope things start to get better for you again soon.


    Regards,

    Kerri-Mod

     

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  • Hello Rach91,


    I’m sorry you are going through such a tough time, it’s good that you’ve let us know what’s happening/how you feel. Many people have similar thoughts when coping with so much and we hope you’re okay.

     

    If you are unable to cope with the distress or despair, it’s very important to tell someone about your feelings or thoughts of suicide. Call your GP and make an urgent appointment. Your GP can make sure you get appropriate help and support.

     

    I can see from your post that you have called the NHS 111 service and The Samaritans so you obviously have those contact details.

     

    MIND have information pages on coping with self harm or suicidal feelings based on the experiences of people who’ve been through it that you may find helpful.

     

    If you are very close to doing something to hurt yourself - call 999 now or go to your nearest A&E department. There should be someone there to support you and make sure you get ongoing support.


    I hope things start to get better for you again soon.


    Regards,

    Kerri-Mod

     

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