Having a bit of a difficult time, on going situation with Neighbours come in to play again this morning. After been exhausted from a difficult week, have come to terms with the situation, but still finding it exhausting. Refused neighbor access, after repeatedly saying no, for over 10 minutes. Then a little later I get call from my landlord, saying I was very rude to the neighbour when they asked; I was not rude at all. Basically landlord wants an easy life, so nothing I could do. I have come to terms with the overall situation after discussing it on here before, it still consumes a lot of energy.
Anyway have been trying to get my home in a more tidy state, because it is an absolute mess, and worried it is going to cause problems with the landlord. I try and start to organise some stuff. I collected a load of empty boxes, because I had planned to sell stuff I had collected, because it got so overwhelming to deal with after I found some had got damaged from damp.
My mind just gets continually worried about things, I am stressed with some "new" (25 year old) speakers I bought from a dealer. Only got photos of them yesterday after asking this dealer over 2 months for them. As I had very narrowly missed 3 other pairs which had come up in last couple of years. I felt I had to buy and collect them, otherwise they would just get quickly snapped up.
They are very bulky and heavy, over 50kg each. The dealer was a bit hasty helping me load them in to the car, and I fear he has damaged them as he rested both on the boot lock. We were holding them both, but I couldn't control when he wanted to rest them. Probably have gone through the custom boxes I have for them too.
I asked if I could here them before hand, but said he didn't have the setup to do that. When I arrived, he had plenty of suitable equipment. I thought he would have tested them, but after I paid for them, he told me he didn't test them at all.
Now problem I have is finding someone to give me a hand to lift them out of the car carefully, and help me set them up and relocate my existing pair.
I bought them as they were the version I wanted, to replace a stop gap I purchased last year. I realise I have made a mistake, and these are actually the same version that I have. I don't know why I missed that
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