Hate myself

Really hate myself I hate my autism I hate my life I feel like I've been cursed. Feel like ending it and that everyone's against me. my name is rachel I'm 24 years old and have Asperger syndrome. I feel like a bad person my boyfriend hates me and so do his family. Right now I feel like bella from twilight new moon when she loses Edward I feel like I have a huge whole in my heart that won't go away. When my boyfriend told me he loves me but can't handle a relationship right now my life ended. I just wish I could run up to him massive hug and everything will be ok but sadly life don't work like that.

Parents
  • Hi livvy time is hard I was proud of my diagnosis and my boyfriend Chris was so proud of me to me he was more than a boyfriend he was my best friend I do go to a groups i also go around schools and share my views on disabilities etc now I hate myself. on monday my boyfriend was arrested cos I had a massive melt down now cos of that we hit rock bottom.

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  • Hi livvy time is hard I was proud of my diagnosis and my boyfriend Chris was so proud of me to me he was more than a boyfriend he was my best friend I do go to a groups i also go around schools and share my views on disabilities etc now I hate myself. on monday my boyfriend was arrested cos I had a massive melt down now cos of that we hit rock bottom.

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