I forgot to put I was diagnosed Sep 1997! Outpatient by Dr [removed by Moderator], who didn't offer me any aftercare and the community living scheme I was in was later shut down in 2001 after I had money stolen,I was abused by the manager so I questioned my original diagnosis and went to [removed by Moderator] in 2010. Oh the professor was so rude! There was a team and I didn't like the after reports.Ive ripped them up because they make me negative.I won't ever be a mother,a wife nothing and so I just sit about alone watching TV it's easier
I am a mother, wife, daughter, employee and I came on here to find out who I am and if I fit at all as strongly suspect that I am on the condition. I have learnt a great deal here from talking to others here but also fear being rejected by this community also.
i feel very disconnected from the world out there but also very much impacted by it.. The forum is my safe haven and although a wife and mother I flounder at both :)
