My first was gay - I was so naive I didn't know what 'gay' meant, so he used me as 'cover'. I experienced real love recently - in learning to love myself. Sounds strange, but after decades of bad parenting, coercive relationships, oor choice of 'friends,' I perceive this as positive. I am happier now than I've ever been.
My first was gay - I was so naive I didn't know what 'gay' meant, so he used me as 'cover'. I experienced real love recently - in learning to love myself. Sounds strange, but after decades of bad parenting, coercive relationships, oor choice of 'friends,' I perceive this as positive. I am happier now than I've ever been.
