I'm very ill and struggling day to day.
I would like to live in Asia. Maybe Singapore, Thailand or Vietnam etc.
I won't get any financial support anymore if I do.
I can't go right now as I'm looking after my disabled mother. She needs me to function. She asked me to stay with her until she passes (God forbid). Her husband died so I look after her. She drives me nuts, but I make she sure is is ok and happy.
I'm not sure how to move there. I know it's a bad idea as my symptoms are getting worse.
My stomach is swelled and my diverticulosis is getting worse. I can't talk about my symptoms as it's NSFW, but I know my time is shortened. I'm always fatigued. Hard to wake up.
I don't talk to my sister as she is toxic. She has a firm grip on my mother and I know I will not get my half of the will. My mother will not talk to me about the will arrangement and I respect that, even though I also have power of attorney.
If she doesn't get what she wants, she blocks my mother from seeing her grandchildren on FaceTime. Just awful.
I don't get involved as they do as they wish and I think they are anti male.
I have no children or a significant other.
I want to pass away in paradise.
What are your thoughts? Don't hold back 
