What are you currently watching?

The only thing that I can watch recently are factory videos of production process. Crisps, instant nudles, wigs, soap, Nutella, McDonald's burgers, silk. Its a list of just yesterday and today. I watch without sound, because it irritates me, like much everything recently.  Only watching the factory is soothing and kind of obsessive.  I don't know. I'm worried. I can't watch anything about space anymore, only the factory videos. What's wrong with me x( will I ever become myself again after these meds... is there anyone else obsessed with factory videos?

Alien0n3arth said:

is there anyone else obsessed with factory videos?

Not to the point of obsession, but I enjoy programmes where I can learn about processes. There's nothing wrong with gaining knowledge of how things are done or people's jobs, so I wouldn't worry. I have times when I can't listen to music or watch certain films I used to like [like spaghetti westerns with Clint Eastwood]. I think it's to do with what your unconscious is processing at the time, for example, recently bereaved people might not watch detective films then go back to them when they've processed deep grief. [Not that you get over death fully but over time grief runs alongside daily life and becomes cope-able]. What you are describing sounds perfectly ok to me.

Thank you for your answer. I would just prefer to stay with my aliens and space instead of production processes. But I can't just switch it back. Maybe it will be back to normal when I stop my meds. I habe to take them at least 6 months. 

Thank you for your answer. I would just prefer to stay with my aliens and space instead of production processes. But I can't just switch it back. Maybe it will be back to normal when I stop my meds. I habe to take them at least 6 months.