Playing with toys

I'm 27 and I still enjoy playing with toys but I get so anxious it's interfering with my playing. One of my biggest problems is that it bothers me what others think and I know a lot of people frown on adults playing with toys. My dad is one of these people and has said to me that I should be more grown up.

I have a really good imagination and can bring my games and characters to life. But because I'm worried about other people and what they will think I'm struggling to escape in to my make belief world and when I play I'm whispering constantly and it's hurting my throat.

I'm not sure what to do about this. I want to play but my brain is obsessing over it and it's causing me a lot of unwanted anxiety.

Sorry for venting here but I don't have anyone else who understands autism and why I'm not completely grown up if that makes sense.

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  • Story time 

    I heard anti hero by Taylor swift when it came out and at first i was like ok this is catchy second time I loved it and I became hooked on Tay Tay but I watched and listened to her in secret becuase I felt like people would say it’s childish for a grown man tj like her but two weeks ago i decided to be my big old swiftie self and no one actually cares infact my friends either just roll their eyes and go oh no hes talking about Taylor again or they go “tayyy tayyy is in the radiiooo” becuase they know itnmake snd happy 

    just you do you stop caring what others think

    i am a grown man who likes trains,Taylor swift,horses and the circus so what I say 

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  • Story time 

    I heard anti hero by Taylor swift when it came out and at first i was like ok this is catchy second time I loved it and I became hooked on Tay Tay but I watched and listened to her in secret becuase I felt like people would say it’s childish for a grown man tj like her but two weeks ago i decided to be my big old swiftie self and no one actually cares infact my friends either just roll their eyes and go oh no hes talking about Taylor again or they go “tayyy tayyy is in the radiiooo” becuase they know itnmake snd happy 

    just you do you stop caring what others think

    i am a grown man who likes trains,Taylor swift,horses and the circus so what I say 

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