Going through a bad spell

I'm really fed up and I need to rant.

Just lately whatever I do seems to be wrong. Regardless of what it is, I just get these irritating people picking faults in everything I've done, even if they have been with good intentions. A couple of weeks ago I snapped at someone on Twitter over something I misunderstood and then had to apologise for it. I took something someone else said on Facebook to heart, started worrying about it and then was put in my place by someone else. Again I had to apologise. I shared some design ideas about improving a website and was pretty much told that the design sucked, I shared my thoughts on search engine optimisation and everything I said was pretty much got ignored whilst they went along with what someone else, who by their own admission, knows nothing on the subject, said. 

I get angry and come up with all these drastic ideas in my head about how I can get back at all these people but so far I haven't carried any of them out until last night. I know this is not the right way to handle things and it's going to be yet another thing that I'll end up having to apologise for.

Apologising is all I seem to be doing these days.

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  • I'll always apologise if I've misunderstood something or know that I'm in the wrong, it's just that I seem to have to be apologising all the time at the moment.

    I've deactivated my Facebook account for a few days because I don't need that kind of negativity at the moment but I almost feel like saying 'Sorry for whatever I have said that is wrong in the past and whatever I will no doubt say in the future'.

    I think the problem is that I feel everything so intensely and most of my moments when I've said or done the wrong thing has been because I've over-reacted to what people say and get angry or upset.

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  • I'll always apologise if I've misunderstood something or know that I'm in the wrong, it's just that I seem to have to be apologising all the time at the moment.

    I've deactivated my Facebook account for a few days because I don't need that kind of negativity at the moment but I almost feel like saying 'Sorry for whatever I have said that is wrong in the past and whatever I will no doubt say in the future'.

    I think the problem is that I feel everything so intensely and most of my moments when I've said or done the wrong thing has been because I've over-reacted to what people say and get angry or upset.

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