Published on 12, July, 2020
Is it possible to live with so much love for others and yet so much hate for yourself?
My faith ensures my love for others but that same faith cannot help me to love myself. On the contrary, I feel like I hate myself and wish I didn't exist. Strange isn't it, how so much love and so much hate can emanate from the same heart.
God says live, so I live. Why can't I love myself the way He loves me? Why do I have so much hatred inside me, alongside so much love that I just can't express? I'll explode one day, I'm pretty sure I will.
Love is certainly a healthier emotion than hate is.
Flipside of. To love is to be capable of hate. And vice-versa. God loves the sinner and hates the sin, for example. The one highlights the other.
I talk to god but the sky is empty - Sylvia Plath