Published on 12, July, 2020
Or are you like me? Expecting at any moment to be outed as an intellectual fraud. It's an area of high,possibly pathological,insecurity for me. I think it connects to the bullying related trauma. Being treated as a lesser person by my school age contemporaries, especially as a teenager.
There's also an element of God's favour there Caelus.
I was sitting with some of lifes "winners" the other day, and they are no "bumping up against the edge of god's plan" right now, as indeed have I on more than one occasion.
Life looks very different from that perspective,which I hope you will never get to share.
maybe so, perhaps my luck i had was divine intervention. or some other kind of otherworldly unexplainable intervention or guidance given my weird dreams i had.