Published on 12, July, 2020
Or are you like me? Expecting at any moment to be outed as an intellectual fraud. It's an area of high,possibly pathological,insecurity for me. I think it connects to the bullying related trauma. Being treated as a lesser person by my school age contemporaries, especially as a teenager.
I’m on both extrems - I already heard that I’m really intelligent but I also heard how is it possible that I’ve done or said such a dumb thing. It’s probably nothing unusual for others too. Or maybe I’m wrong. I made myself IQ test on the Mensa site and my result was 107 so hmm there is quite much missing to Einstein level but I can say I’m quite intelligent.