Published on 12, July, 2020
'Do any of you have difficulty in making small talk? Initiating conversationswith other people and developing relationships from conversations. Do youhave difficulty with the processes involved and find it difficult to knowwhich is the right way to interact with others.As if you are questioningyour emotional responses and are not sure whether your emotional responsesare adequate/relevant to the situation in hand.As if you find it difficultto know how to react to a given situation or to other people.. I find it difficult to initiate conversations and have always found itdifficult to form relationships even platonic ones. Sometimes i find itdifficult to know how to respond to a given situation -it is though i havedifficulty reading the signals and it is not always easy to give anappropriate emotional response. I often feel that i am different from otherpeople that somehow i am lacking in some way that i find it difficult toidentify with them- it is as if i am a stranger looking in on an environmentthat he is not used to and does not know how to respond to. However i wouldnot say that my emotions are flattened -It is just that i find the wholeemotional process a little hard to fathom a fair amount of the time. A lotof the time i think i am emotionally disabled and have been for more yearsthan i can remember.'
30 Jan 2000
Wow! That's amazing and it is great that you still have it.