Published on 12, July, 2020
Since realising that I am ‘on the spectrum, (having been assessed and diagnosed) which of course explains and gives reason for my behaviour and way of thinking, nonetheless, I’ve come to bitterly regret being this way - to the extent of feeling cursed. Does anybody else feel this way and would you - as I do - take a safe cure for it, if there was one? I’d hate to think I was alone in this regard.
Autistic, likely adhd, cptsd, alexithymia ..... i really wish i could lose any one of those....
You can!!
Just "identify" as Non-Autistic, and the difference is gone!
I've just had nearly a whole day of being neurotypical!
(To be honest It has not felt much different to what I was before, but maybe I need to give it more time to kick in)
Tomorrow I'l embrace all those acronyms again, and celebrate having "prevailed" mostly in life, despite carrying all those letters around...
I feel like I am typical of myself. The older I get, the more myself I feel.