Hey all,
So i have a genuine question which has been bothering me for some time.
When i was diagnosed one part of feedback i received was it was clear i struggle to understand happiness. Since then a therapist has also honed in on the lack of my understanding and experiencing happiness.
So my wife and i are going through marital problems. I tell her i love her, and i suppose i believe it as well, but how do i know? If we were to split i would move on just fine. Same with any relationship i have or have ever had, romantic or otherwise.
Im not cold. I am however questioning my ability to really love. How do any of us know? I can only draw on my own experiences and i enjoy being around my wife. I dont need her.
My pattern of life is brief intense infatuation with people or things, becoming quite obsessive and unhealthy. Then almost a nothing. Like the fire burns quick and hot and then disappears.
Its not a nice way to be.
Anyone have any insight or experiences of their own?
Thanks
Dog
